Well it's been so much fun being a mommy to Davis. I can't belive that he is already 4 1/2 months old. It seems like I just had him last week my tiny little neborn. So many things come along with being mom. I hold this little babe in my arms and rock him to sleep and just stare at him. I think he is the cutest thing ever. And I couldn't have been blessed more. The other day jimmy and I were sitting in the family room and I was holding Davis on my lap. And out of no where he started to giggle and laugh. But the odd thing was he wasn't staring at me. He was looking off into a distace and kept staring at whatever it was. He laughed and laughed what ever it was. But with him he has done this since birth. A month ago jimmy and I woke up to him giggling wide awake at 3:30 in the morning. Kicking his legs moving his arms and just laughing at something. Sometimes I think that the veil is so thin here on earth. At times I have felt in my heart that it's family that has passed that is making my sweet baby boy laugh. I don't know it could be anything. But I always felt a presence of sweet guardian angels watching over him. It's such a blessing to me to be a family forever having everyone around me that I love. My little babe has made me such a softy to everything. I didn't mean to get on a spritual high it's just how I felt today. Life can be so stessful at times I'm not going to lie. My life isn't perfect. But what is perfect is the 2 guys in my life. Jimmy is my life saver. When I get stressed out he finds some way to make me laugh and take my mind off of whatever it is. I just wish I could do the same for him. I get so caught up in life and go so fast paced, I forget to slow down and enjoy the simple things in life. Well I better go to bed. Hopefully this wasn't to boering and chezzy to read...
